Never i thought i would go through "Breaking Up" again after marriage. Unlike few post before this. Today I felt helpless. The first broken heart for 2016. And this time, this heart was broken for a new reason in life.
Since 4am, 15Jan2016, Chemong left the house and never return ever since. I should have expect this since my dad did mention to leave the door open and if Chemong happen to leave and never return, means we must accept reality that he is indeed have move on to the "wild" life. Today incident was so unexpected. The only reason it touch me so much, is because i treat him like my new baby. And yes, INDEED i treat him like one of our family member. No one knows how deep this cut is. As shown above picture, that was taken yesterday when i realise that he really misses his mother, and wanted "breast milk". I was sad, cause i really couldnt do much. And the thought of it makes me believe that Allah s.w.t heard my prayers that Chemong indeed has meet with his mum, and that explain why he didn't come back home. I really hope he did meet up with his mother. And he do, I hope he could forgive Rawi for accidentally stepped and grab his tail. May we meet up again in Jannah, In syaa Allah. I really do treat you like a child. Thanks for filling up part of my heart.
That is it for today post. I did absolutely nothing today because of this incident. Hope tomorrow will give me a new Title for a new blog post. *At least a happy one.
Huggies,
NurfatinYusli
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